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Sunday, April 26, 2009

so every once in a while, i'll be thinking back to high school. like earlier. and earlier, i was thinking about the parking lot between the new building (burns, maybe... it was the new building to my sister and i kinda picked up the name... and then an even newer building got built my senior year) and the baseball field. i was thinking about how you'd have to get to school early to park there. and if it's still a senior only lot. i might have heard that it's not but i don't actually remember. and then my thoughts wandered to the regular parking lot and to the accident i had there. and i still cringe at the memory. i don't think i've gotten over it yet. sad. i'll just forget it as best as i can again and move on.
and that phrase: move on. i was just thinking about it the other day. that possibly, when something happens to me, i'll just deal with it and move on. but i wonder if that really happens. do i really move on?
and my roommates and i are still looking for someone to sublet the third room. it's a lot of work doing that. the story is that our previous roommate went abroad. and we got a fraudulent check from someone who wanted to live there. but we didn't know the check was fake at the time so the other people interested went away. and then there was this other person who was interested and then turned around and paid rent to someone else. and then there's been a handful of people who came to look and decided not to live with is. it's been hard. hopefully, there's a freshman somewhere who needs a place to live for the summer.
and the living situation next year. it might turn out that i have to share a room with someone again. and i don't want that but i might not be able to say no. after having a room all to my own this year and practically at home, i'm really don't want to give that up. plus, i can be as messy as i want. and i can have my stuff spread out. we'll see i guess. maybe all i can really hope for is that two other people will want to share a room with each other.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

so energy drinks = bad!! i woke up at 4 am for picnic day earlier, and i'm still awake at 5 am the next day. it's like wow. anyways, since i woke up so early, and i had to drive people around at 12am to and from a party, i drank one serving of redline princess. after that one experience, i don't think i'll be drinking energy drinks again anytime soon. or possibly ever. i'm pretty sure i wasn't drinking it on an empty stomach, like the warning says not to. but boy did it give me the jitters. and then they'd go away. they first came when i was driving there. on a dirt road. and i couldn't see more than 3 or 4 ft in front of me. and maybe my adreline shot up so i was shaking. and then i was fine for awhile. and the ride back. you'd think i'd be fine. but they came back. and i know my hands aren't shaking or anything, but it feels like everything's moving and oscillating within me. it's kinda a weird feeling. but i'd like it to stop cause i can't seem to fall asleep. plus, i'm thirsty but every drink of water makes me feel not too good. and i still want to go to sleep. but i'll just lie there and i think i'm sleepy but my mind won't shut down. boo!
and the cat outside my door is meowing. and i dunno why. and i could possibly ramble on for more and more but i want sleep! why won't it come to me? maybe i'll try and stay awake for 30 hours? i doubt it. but who knows.

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

posting here because i didn't want to put it on facebook. i spend enough time on there as it is.

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
davis

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
don't think i ever had one

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
whiskey with no chaser

4. What was your FIRST job?
student assistant III at hcd

5. What was your FIRST car?
honda accors

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
n/a

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
n/a didn't think about anyone this morning

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
mrs kathy larkin

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
philidelphia airport because the new jersey one is too far, apparently

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
i'd have to say it was bobby and julian and no

11. What was your FIRST sport played?
if nonofficial sports count (not playing on a team but just playing), i'd just basketball or pretend roller hockey

12. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
crystal/donny's apartment. and then i cried and has to be taken back home

14. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
chu ninh's is the earliest i can remember

15. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
turn off the alarm and roll over

16. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
ndhs band spring concert freshman year... and then i preceeded to fall asleep

17. FIRST tattoo or piercing?
ear piercings too young to remember
tat not yet

18. FIRST foreign country you went to?
the plane stopped in hong kong to get more gas (i think) on the way to vietnam

19. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
unless being in the back seat while the car was pulled over for something counts. and that something is either running a red light, missing a stop sign, or speeding. i can't remember

20. When was your FIRST detention?
6th grade sorta... then 11th grade for real

21. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
california

22. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
n/a i don't think it's happened yet

23. Who was your FIRST roommate?
sister. and then meghan in college

24. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
n/a

25. Who will be the FIRST to respond this?
n/a

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Tuesday, February 03, 2009

so my junior year paper. i don't think it was a research paper, i think that was senior year. it was supposed to be a controversial topic, i think. i wrote about legalizing marijuana. now, i don't remember why. i don't remember why i chose that over something like the death sentence. all i know now is that i did. and with all the michael phelps stuff going around, i've been reading a bunch of things about mj. not about legalizing it. i guess about how it's good. or something. well, maybe i haven't been reading a lot. maybe 2-3 articles. there was this one about feds hand cuffing this one polio person to her bed for an hour. and the phrases the article used. it was so similar to my paper. at least the first few sentences of my paper: talking about someone you know. like a mom or sister or daughter or something like that... and suffering. it was just so similar. and i remember not knowing anything about drugs in high school. i was so sheltered. kinda am now, i guess, but not as much, i don't think. and i remember some people trying to get me to smoke with them. and i think the only reason i kept saying i didn't trust them (i didn't even come up with that, someone else did and i just kept using it) was because i didn't know enough about it. but even if i knew what i know now, would i still do it? maybe i'd have tried it. but i know i wouldn't have wanted to fall into that crowd. i wouldn't have wanted to be associated with them. and maybe i would have different friends. but i kinda doubt it. because i would never have done it anyways. so i'd be back to where i am now. and i guess i like where i am now.

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Monday, January 19, 2009

hehe. outloud is the way to go

Can you read these correctly the first time?

1) The bandage was wound around the wound.

2) The farm was used to produce produce.

3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.

4) We must polish the Polish furniture

5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.

6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.

7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present.

8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum.

9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.

10) I did not object to the object.

11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.

12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.

13) They were too close to the door to close it.

14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.

15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.

16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.

17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.

18) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.

19) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.

20) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?

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